more than just the spare


— June 19, 2015


The Meaning of Tulip — June 3, 2015

The Meaning of Tulip


The tulip is a well known flower with so many varieties. This is a flower that people look at and understand the meaning of it, what it is, and what it can do. This flower actually is what you think of when you think of Holland. The tulip actually got its name from a Turkish word which means muslin and gauze. But, this flower isn’t just that. This is a flower that is beautiful and that looks great and something that people have enjoyed for years. If you are looking for the floral meaning of the tulip, you are getting a flower that the sender wants the recipient to know that he or she is the best lover that they have had.

 The meaning of tulips is generally perfect love . Like many flowers, different colors of tulips also often carry their own significance. Red tulips are most strongly associated with true love, while purple symbolizes royalty. The meaning of yellow tulips has evolved somewhat, from once representing hopeless love to now being a common expression for cheerful thoughts and sunshine. White tulips are used to claim worthiness or to send a message of forgiveness. Variegated tulips, once among the most popular varieties due to their striking color patterns, represent beautiful eyes.

Description of the Tulip Flower

The first thing that you need to know about the tulip is that it is a perennial bulb plant, so it will keep coming back year after year, which is great. This flower is in the genus Tulipa which has 109 species in it. This means that there are a lot of tulips out there that you can choose from and you will have options when you want to grow yours or choose some for an arrangement. With the tulip, you get a flower that is very unique and stands out well. This flower has 6 petals that are pretty distinctly separate and are very bright colors. You will find that tulips can be white they can be pink, red, orange, purple, or many other colors, it is all going to depend on the kind that you are growing.

Uses for the Tulip Flower

Most people use the tulip to grow it for their gardens, flowerbeds, and yards. The tulip is a great decorative flower that looks incredible and blooms throughout the summer. You will get a bright flower that really stands out and looks great and people really like the look that ti has. This is one of the main reasons why so many people choose to grow a tulip today. The other use for it is in arrangements and bouquets. The arrangements are probably the better use for your tulips because they are going to be the most fitting there. There are all kinds of great uses for the tulips; you just have to see what works the best for you.

Why do people plant the Tulip Flower ?

For the most part, the tulip is an easier flower to grow. One of the reasons why the tulip is easier to grow is because it is a bulb plant, so it will actually come up year after year on its own once you have planted it. This plant does usually like a warmer area with moisture, so you want to be sure that it has that so that it is able to grow to the best of its ability. Be sure that you are also mindful of how much direct sun that it gets so that it doesn’t get harmed by that, this is very important.

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Q2:102 — February 16, 2015


Bila semangat seorang salik ingin berhenti pada sebagian yang tersingkap baginya, suara-suara hakikat memperingatkannya, “Yang engkau cari masih di depan!” Demikian halnya bila tampak keindahan alam, halikat-hakikat memperingatkanmu,”Kami hanyalah batu ujian, maka janganlah engkau kafir”

We are above everything else — February 10, 2015

We are above everything else

Have u ever been in a ruin palace? Some line that everything seems so hard to chase. What you only can do is stay strong. Yes.. thats the only option. Do not waste ur times thinking another solution, because you need to move, not again feeling sorry to urself.

What you need is to keep control, dont give away ur only power. Say beautifully:

Hi, Challenges, welcome!

And step by step .. little by little face every things might comes to you. Just be brave, without bad asumes on anything. What you really need for sure is to keep ur faith within you.

Remember about GOD.. the factor X .. the results from ur human plans.
Just believe everything happened is for ur own good. So, stop sobbing- stop to logically thinking about why thing goes wrong that perfectly different from ur plan.

Stay Happy. It will manipulate ur situatuion, yess they depends on urs. I remember about one concept called ’definition situation’ you take the main role to define or redifine ur situation. Do not permit other to do it, since you need to not-contaminated. Don’t complain.. just feel every feeling u felt; with ur patience; because yu need to save ur energy on next (important) things you can control. Yes dear, be happy because sad wont change things you can not control.

Kind, is always must. Being kind to other is the most variable that would led you to the better condition. You need to lifting others up. The happiness from others is your achievment, because it give you satisfaction as useful person.

Take every fears and calculated risks, because you already think deeply about every action you’ve made and you have to take every concequency from it. So just .. do it with ur responsibility of decision. You have to deal with things from ur past behaviour, it is part of your improvement to be a better person. And after that you wont make the same mistake…

You wont give up; because you believe that every failure also ur chance to improve ur self…


We dont spend unproductive thoughts and always think productively. It need to be done as well as we need to considering our achievment everyday and where will we going …

We are above everything else

Because the true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul.


— February 2, 2015
Hi (old) How Are You? — January 27, 2015

Hi (old) How Are You?

Hello dear past, am going to healing my self from you and all the things related.

Yes, it takes so much times, so much thing called ‘appetency’ since am the kind of stubborn.

To fight a hole in center of my chest that noone can see-feeling. The times that cannot sleep at all. Eating well. A dead numb and never ending sobbing. ..well to much sorrow to desribe. Lets leave it behind.

I can survive this.. I can, after my deep talk with my own self and universe. I didnt ask for help, or even the person from the past but i just wondering that am I happy right now? Am i miserable? And is everything need to be connected?


The answer is always No. I realize every evidence seem so bright to lead my self keep moving. Wont anything wreck me far, and want to get straight with that. Try to believe that something better waiting me there, on my next path, with a good start without end.

I give my self times to understand,

…that there is no such accident for meeting people, it kind of mutually decided to encounter each other for just a moment, kind of the path you should through as learning process.

Not to celebrate our pain but to make us sure to turn off our relationships with destructive people. It kind of please save yourself for once, for everything might ruin you. Cut the path which doesnt work to your improvement. To make this experience lifting you to a higher level of being.

 And to believe that there’s a plan behind it all-

To think with positive manner, sometime being in relationships of person was just to open up our mindset. To chase ourselves some happiness we need.

So …i am running… left my past, seeking my true happiness.

And now, i am here.. (:



After all this part of yours, have you wondering how strong you are? Yes… there will be no exact answer could describe. You’ve been amazing through all the things. And you know, no one such an outcast… there’be your strength forward.

This is your start, realizing for how brave you’ve been …. for face every fears, for face out-voices. Only you would understand If you win, you win. If you lose, you win .. because you did it. GIVE A CHANGES in your life, try harder, hold tightly, and believe.

Always have the perfect times to be happy and create the life we want. You will wonder after several years, what ur self doing until years a go. You will find the answer; and learning about ur self everyday.

And… there is still so much to see ❤.


thanks for the song —